May 2012
1 post
I miss you. Come home.
May 12th
April 2012
7 posts
I just have to keep hoping I don’t throw up again, I just drank a load of water to get rid of the taste. Meh, life is difficult sometimes.
Apr 25th
I keep getting Ill, or apparently I just never got rid of my bug so I’ve ended up on antibiotics. Not pleasant but it’ll do I hope.
Apr 25th
I’m really craving a Boost smoothie right now. However, I’m not travelling into town to spend £4. Especially when I should technically be working at home at the minute…
Apr 17th
It’s worrying me how people are being treated at work.
Apr 13th
2 tags
Apr 12th
I’m sitting in bed doing absolutely nothing. I had planned to play Xbox but got distracted so I need to do that in a bit. Viv’s gone off to do the shop so she’ll be back soon and Drew will be home tonight. Viv and Fen day it seems.
Apr 9th
Everything’s gone a bit weird now. Great.
Apr 6th
March 2012
10 posts
New phone. No septum. Lost my hair dye. Fell over again. It’s nice and sunny. I think I’m going slightly crazy.  And I want to have a nice cup of tea. I think I might do that now actually.
Mar 29th
I think I should take my septum out. And I have a lot of work before my holiday in May to do.
Mar 20th
I’m exhausted. I’m not made for late nights anymore. I’m on a 2-11 tomorrow and if I’m not out in time, I miss my last train home. However, today has been slightly fun. Think it was the people I spent time with that really made it for me, and the fact that I got to do jobs I don’t normally do. It’ll be fun to do more stuff tomorra. However, I’m so...
Mar 15th
5 tags
Drew and I are going job hunting on Wednesday/Thursday. No point being somewhere you’re not enjoying. And today or tomorrow he hears back from Bexley’s police force about maybe being a police man. It’d be great if he got it. Also, the dustbin men here suck cause they just keep going, not even thinking about if someone is sleeping. :(
Mar 13th
Grumpy bum. Was a great day till that happened.
Mar 11th
Anna’s boyfriend makes me feel rather awkward and a lot like the third wheel. He’s constantly around, which yes, I get, they do live in the same house, but, even when she says that we’re having girl time and we’re chatting, he feels the need to interrupt and it’s just making feel awkward, especially after he’s tried ta get in bed with her and she’s told...
Mar 6th
So in the day I’ve been here, I’ve been horrifically drunk to the point I passed out (it was in my bed though - win!), consumed a pizza and slept far too much. I’ve also watched a shed load of tv. I’m currently relaxing, whilst having a pack of skittles staring at me and bidding for stuff on eBay in my pyjamas. It is an interesting and relaxing life to lead.
Mar 4th
YES.
I’m now going to Creamfields as well this year. I’m so excited. :D My summer shall be great; Turkey, Bloodstock, Creamfields, a load of new books and ahhhh this will be so great.
Mar 2nd
Just had fantastic service over the phone from a guy at Halifax. We had a great little chat, and he actually got rid of my ridiculous mood. Thank you random guy with the lovely Northern accent - I appreciate your kindness and help.
Mar 2nd
I have a burn mark on my left temple, I’m just not sure how it got there.
Mar 1st
February 2012
26 posts
I’m really nervous. Last night, Viv, Drew and I sat down and had a chat. They’ve both said they’d like me to move in. Which is nice, but slightly scary considering that I’m moving away from my mum who’s going to be having surgery. I spoke to her today, and my mum’s told me to go cause I’d be happier and safer over there, so in terms of that, yeah I wanna...
Feb 29th
Feb 26th
I hate it when people try and outbid me. I get so competitive. I need this thing. Stupid person. Stop bidding and let me have it :(
Feb 25th
Halifax, I love your staff and all, and the way they cheer me up when they’re giving me such shit news that they can’t do certain stuff. But please, change your policies right. It’s a joke that I can’t setup a payment without you guys calling me to confirm I want to do it. Like what. I just rang you to tell you I want to do it. Just let me!
Feb 24th
Whatever those fumes were being used by next door, have seriously messed my head - I cannot think straight. It’s horrible. Nausea and headaches are not fun :(
Feb 22nd
I have tetris rage.
Feb 21st
I’m making my video. It’s slightly amusing.
Feb 20th
Life.
I have my interview on Tuesday. I’ve made a poster, worked on my video and presentation and I’ve started writing out why I want this so much.  But all I want to do now is move away. I want to go up north, live far away and work somewhere nice and small, like a little cake shop where I can bake the cakes, or a small little boutique where everything is different and unique. Only need a...
Feb 18th
Feb 18th
I almost got attacked on the way to work the other day so Drew’s stayed over to look after me last night. But he’s gone home now and I’m all lonely, but I’m going to his tomorrow to prepare for my interview on Tuesday but more excitingly I’m hopefully getting a new working phone soon, and then I can actually have a social life!
Feb 16th
I got a rather lovely valentines card from Drew. It’s a load of our pictures on it and it says ‘I love you Fenella’ on the front, and inside he’s written me a mini essay which is rather sweet. And the back has reference to my nerdiness and our first picture together from the few days we spent together before we became a couple (this was Download). I miss him so much right...
Feb 14th
Had an awesome day today.
I was back of house for the day as I lost my voice and I had so much fun, delivering stock to staff, processing new stock and learning procedures. I just want to be in a stockroom…
Feb 13th
Feb 12th
One of those days.
I know it’s silly. But I’ve had a really crappy day and I don’t know why. I was on phones at work cause my leg is killing me, it’s all purple down one side and my knees finally scabbed over in places - but it did start bleeding again earlier. I got some abuse from one customer on the phone which got to me a bit, cause I had nothing to do with the issue but he just made me...
Feb 12th
I just had a very lovely dinner with Drew. We went to TGI Friday’s in Stratford, and it was quite quite quite wonderful. Me happy. And as we got to my door, I fell over and now my knee is doused in blood. Yum.
Feb 11th
Norwich is booked.
I’m really excited. Reunited with my best friends for 5 days <3 And Drew’s coming down tonight, he’s looking after me this weekend, apart from Sunday when I’m going to work and he’s got training.  I tried getting an earlier doctor appointment, and they had none. The time I’ve got is the earliest. Not fair. I feel crappy :(
Feb 10th
1 tag
Just had yet another argument with my mother. It appears that having a conversation with my brother about school and stuff, is apparently me being horrible. So the fact that he’s abusive and his life revolves around drugs is my fault as well then. Anytime I screwed up, she was welcome to point out how it was my fault, however, I’ve never been in trouble with the police, and yet his...
Feb 9th
I don’t like sleeping alone. 
Feb 8th
1 tag
Feb 8th
1 tag
Feb 7th
Feb 5th
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Feb 4th
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Feb 2nd
January 2012
27 posts
1 tag
Jan 31st
I forgot to get my phone today.
Poop. Job for next week.
Jan 28th
First day on the shop floor
After months tomorrow. I’m incredibly nervous.
Jan 27th
scrobble, ipod, just scrobble please.
Jan 26th
1 tag
Jan 24th
I'm not overly keen on motorists.
My friend got knocked off his bike today whilst waiting to turn, the person drove into him, and went ‘you’re gonna get yourself killed one of these days’ and drove off. What a wander. Now, I’m not usually into road rules and all that, but etiquette on the road would be nice - not driving up someones arse, or knocking people off bikes or just being an arse would be great. ...
Jan 22nd